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Name: Korrie
Location: Ohio, United States
Birthday: 3/29/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Serving the Lord, playing the softball, MUSIC, MOVIES, American Sign Language, photography, sleeping, YoungLife, chillin wit mah homies
Expertise: babysitting. haha
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  ButImAGilmore205
MSN: korrie
Member Since:
7/28/2003
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| Ok - so - I have limited time.
I am living in hell basically. The people that run this ISD/BSU program want us to grow up, but they treat us like little kids.
Livejournal, Myspace, and any other site that can potentially attract sexual predators is blocked because our wireless is ISD's wireless. Basically we were told by the head computer whatever guy that we are not important enough for him to make time to isolate our area to be available for us. Everything else is locked from midnight-4pm, and by then we have to do too much to use what's available.
It's all bullshit and a lot of things are stressing me out right now. I'm not happy yet, but I'm praying I will be. I'm uncertain about my major and the rest of my life - I thought I knew, but know I'm lost again.
I'm in Muncie visiting some friends for a few hours. Probably the only way I'll ever have access to anything.
Sorry this sounds so unhappy, but right now, I'm not happy. | | |
| so this is a story all about how my life got flipped turned upside down
Less than a month and my whole world will be flipped on it's head. In a good way of course, nerve-wrecking and undpredictable, but good.
What happened to my full 3-month summer, and then some....
oh yeah - I had to get a full-time job and ended up spending money I was supposed to be saving.
This has been an interesting week - time to be alone, lonely at times-little boring, but I probably needed this time for me to get my head back on straight and spend some time trying to communicate with God.
You know what makes me not doubt where God is taking me? The fact that I woke up this morning and the first thing I saw on TV was a Matthew Broderick movie with a signing chimpanzee. yeah - this is my life now. never even heard of such a movie. here we go. | | |
| you know..sometimes you just realize things, and then it all makes sense.
still housesitting. quiet gives you air to think, time to breathe. maybe, a little too much.
leaving in one month - don't know if i'll be back next summer. | | |
| you will hear the shrillest highs and lowest lows
So - I'm housesitting/dogsitting all this week. I've actually been pretty bored when it's just me out here. Just me and Jake. Thankfully I've had some company, but I'll need more!! I'm here until next Sunday!
I did, however, buy a gamecube and a 2 gig iPod. I'm really no good at saving money. I figure - whatever - I'll save enough, and when I get over to Indy in August I'll get a job.
I'm getting nervous about my practicum at ISD this year - my signing has gone out the window. A whole school year at a residential Deaf school.
When did all of this happen. - growing up and away. My my, how things have changed. | | |
| just send me away and i'll be fine. a life in the sun, all i need is time. give me a wave, take a push off. all we ever need are the things we've got.
my life is just - breezing by. i want to be back at school, just without the class and work part. things...home....drifting away. i know what the other side is like....and the water is fine.
i don't really have much to say. i've found myself, unsatisfied with certain things, same old things, things that refuse to adhere to time, things that refuse to go ahead into the wind.
am i too headstrong? is my vision skewed?
i am...undone. | | |
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